I’ve been in full-blown panic mode for about two months now. I have frequent stomach- and head-aches. I can’t sleep well. Thinking of leaving the house makes my head pound and my stomach turn. I cry for no reason. I act irritably towards almost everyone. It feels like I have all but shut down completely…
I have been rejected from four of five doctorate programs. I am in danger of losing my job. My parents are being overly critical. I am waiting on two masters programs and I’m starting to apply to jobs. Just thinking about this nonsense makes my throat tighten up.
This growing up shit is hard.
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